05 July 2020

REVIEW: AXIS-Y COMPLETE NO-STRESS PHYSICAL SUNSCREEN





I fell in love with brand Axis-Y ever since I started using their toner and ampoule which I have wrote down a review on it last year. You can read it here: REVIEW: AXIS-Y DAILY PURIFYING TREATMENT TONER & INTENSIVE BARRIER AMPOULE. The reason why I was very keen on trying this brand was that it only focused on 1 range of products at that time and their proposal claims that it could fight acne got me hooked. Of course, I looked into the ingredients first and one of the main reasons why I thought I should try was one of their main ingredients was Centella Asiatica. Now Axis-Y has come up with new products and one of them is this Complete No-Stress Physical Sunscreen which has now become my daily sunscreen. Keep on reading to know why.

03 July 2020

REVIEW: MAMONDE MICRO DEEP CLEANSING FOAM


Mamonde's Micro Deep Cleansing Foam has been a while in the market. It launched back in 2018 in Malaysia which I'm uncertain if it's the launch of a new look or if it just made its way in. I believe I saw a few postings on an older version of this foam, anyhow I've only had the chance to use it now. This Micro Deep Cleansing Foam was launched together with Mamonde's Micro Deep Cleansing Oil which could act as a set for double-cleansing. It's the perfect combination. I don't have the Cleansing Oil so I won't be reviewing it, but that's just a heads up if you guys are looking into products for double-cleansing. So keep on reading to know more about the Micro Deep Cleansing Foam.

02 July 2020

CHAMOMILE EXTRACT IN SKINCARE | GERMAN & ROMAN CHAMOMILE | TO HELP RELIEF SENSITIVE SKIN


We usually hear Chamomile in tea but Chamomile could also be used for the skin and hair, for digestive problems, stress relief, and of also to get some good night sleep. That's why you might have noticed seeing more and more skincare products that promotes Chamomile in their main ingredient. Ever wondered what benefit Chamomile brings in skincare? So in this post we're gonna go roughly into Chamomile extract for skincare purposes. So keep on reading to know what Chamomile could do for your skin.

01 July 2020

KURSUS PRA PERKAHWINAN ONLINE SELANGOR WAKTU PKP


Hi alls, disebabkan I dapat banyak inquiry on cara dah process perkahwinan dari blog post I yang I tulis bertahun dulu, I tergerak hati nak update balik sebab adik I nak kahwin and tengah melalui process ni. Tapi take note yang adik I tengah melalui process nak kahwin waktu PKP, so kalau korang baca post ni dah setahun berlalu, mungkin process ni dah berubah. Dan if you nak tanya soalan on this, I minta maaf, I tak boleh jawab sebab bukan I yang melalui process ni. I hanya share sikit info yang I got from my sis sebab ramai betul yang tanya. So I harap post ni dapat kurangkan soalan you, but if you have more questions, sila call pihak yang lebih tahu ea.



30 June 2020

REVIEW: MAMONDE'S CHAMOMILE PURE TONER



Mamonde's Chamomile Pure Toner has been launched a couple of years back with other ranges of Mamonde's Pure Toner that includes it's iconic Damask Rose Water Toner. I've written a post on this range, you can read it here: MAMONDE FLOWER TONERS & ROSE WATER LINE. During that time, I only wrote about it but not as a review as I didn't use it. Only now was I able to try this toner as I've been trying Mamonde's new Blue Chamomile Cream which is suggested to be used together with their Chamomile Pure Toner. Read on to know my thoughts.

29 June 2020

CONCRETE WALL EFFECT PAINT | KCC AURORA PRESTIGE CONCRETE EFFECT PAINT REVIEW



I've been saying that I'm gonna do a room makeover to my room like forever ever since I moved to a new home. Well, that new home has been 2 years over, and only now did I finally do what I've planned from the start. Since we've been stuck at home for a couple of months during the Movement Control Order by the government, we had so much free time which made me stressed out looking at a dull space every day. That's when I started buying deco stuff online to change the environment but that didn't seem enough. We couldn't really see much change. So my husband and I started to have a bit of a discussion which resulted in us focusing on one part of our house to start with and we chose our bedroom because that's where we hang out most of the time. We discussed what kind of theme we wanted our room to be so both of us would be comfortable with. Thank goodness both of us had a quite similar taste so there wasn't 'much' debating. That led us to choose the concrete style plus wood interior like modern Airbnb's nowadays. So keep on reading to see the results.


25 June 2020

REVIEW: MAMONDE'S BLUE CHAMOMILE SOOTHING REPAIR CREAM FOR SENSITIVE SKIN



Honestly, I thought there was only one kind of chamomile flower, it turns out there are 2 types that are widely used in the beauty industry. The Roman Chamomile (Anthemis Nobilis) and the German Chamomile is also known as the Blue Chamomile (Matricaria). Both types of flower Chamomiles have similar, if not the same properties, they have anti-spasmodic, anti-inflammatory, anti-fungal, and anti-bacterial properties. Compared to Roman chamomile, German chamomile contains a higher concentration of key active ingredients that have shown anti-inflammatory properties namely the terpenoids chamazulene and bisabolol. Mamonde Korea which is known for producing skincare products based on flowers has yet recently launched a new skincare product using Blue Chamomile as it a key ingredient and you don't wanna miss this. Keep on reading to know more about it.

21 June 2020

APARTMENT MEWAH / SEMI-CONDO DI PUNCAK ALAM | PROJEK BARU LBS, MELODI ALAM PERDANA



Mencari rumah high-rise di Puncak Alam tapi pilihan tak banyak? Ataupun mencari rumah baru yang agak besar dalam budget RM300k? Melodi Perdana pilihan yang sesuai untuk you. Kenapa? Puncak Alam atau nama lain Shah Alam 2, merupakan kawasan yang dalam development. Kalau dulu sebut Puncak Alam orang cakap ini tempat jin bertendang, tapi sekarang tak lagi. Dengan pelbagai projek development daripada developer-developer besar di sini, Puncak Alam kini akan menjadi sama seperti Shah Alam tak lama lagi. Pelbagai jenis kemudahan dan rumah akan dibuka dan jin-jin yang bertendang sini dulu dah pack-up cari kawasan baru sebab jumlah penduduk di sini pun kian meningkat saban tahun. LBS telah menapak projek Fasa 1 dan Fasa 2 mereka di Alam Perdana Puncak Alam sejak 3 tahun lalu dalam range harga RM400k-RM500k dan harga rumah ini sentiasa meningkat. Tahun lepas LBS melancarkan rumah yang lebih mampu milik dalam lingkungan harga RM300k tapi fasiliti dan konsep sama seperti fasa-fasa mereka sebelum ni. Projek ini merupakan antara rumah bertingkat yang exclusive di Puncak Alam yang di namakan Melodi Perdana. Teruskan membaca untuk Melodi Perdana.

12 June 2020

REVIEW: NUViT INSTANT RESTORING AND HYDRATING BIO-CELLULOSE MASK WITH QUINTUPLE HYALURONIC ACID SERUM


Here's another face mask you could look forward to. It's a brand new launch from Nuvit. If you haven't heard of Nuvit before, you can read one of my past posts on their products: REVIEW: NUVIT MOISTLOC SERIES FOR DRY SKIN. This time I received their newest Nuvit instant restoring and hydrating bio-cellulose mask with quintuple hyaluronic acid serum which is one of a kind, to review. So keep on reading to know more on this new premium sheet mask.

08 June 2020

PROJEK PERUMAHAN MAMPU MILIK RIZAB MELAYU DI CYBERSOUTH | LBS KITA CYBERSOUTH




Zaman sekarang, kalau berkemampuan dan sentiasa ada gaji tetap lebih baik fikir untuk beli rumah terus. Harga rumah semakin lama semakin naik, beza dalam setahun boleh cecah dalam RM100k untuk rumah yang sama. Itu sebab siapa pernah beli rumah 10 atau 20 tahun lepas, kalau jual balik, harga rumah boleh berlipat dua kali ganda daripada harga asal. Jadi sementara masih muda lebih baik beli rumah kalau kewangan dah stabil, lagi muda you beli rumah, lagi lama you boleh tarik loan dengan bank. Jadi tak adalah rasa sesak sangat nak bayar monthly sebab bayaran monthly akan lebih rendah. Lagi bagus kalau you beli rumah yang baru nak launch, sebab harganya lebih murah, dan bulanan you hanya bayar ikut progess. Cara beli rumah macam ni sesuai untuk mereka yang baru nak hidup stabil, yang masih tengah climb the ladder terutama kepada yang baru mulakan rumah tangga. Installment by progress bermaksud, installment pada mulanya akan rendah dan secara beperingkat akan naik sikit demi sikit sehingga maximum monthly payment bila dah dapat kunci rumah baru nanti. Dari situ you guys boleh belajar untuk biasakan diri tolak tepi duit komitment rumah. Menarik kan? 
Tapi mana nak cari rumah yang baru nak launch ni? 
Ada banyak tapi kenalah pandai pilih yang bersesuaian dengan you tapi yang paling penting kena pastikan developer rumah tu trusted. Nanti kalau rumah tak siap, menangis air mata darah you guys. Tapi you guys tak payah serabut, I ada projek baru yang nak launch soon dekat Klang Valley. Nak tahu lebih lanjut, teruskan membaca.

07 June 2020

CARA UNTUK DAPATKAN SEMULA RESIT TRANSAKSI MAYBANK2U PDF



Bila kita kelam-kabut buat transaksi online, kadang-kadang kita lupa nak save perkara penting, iatu resit. Resit sangat penting apabila buat mana-mana transaksi online kerana itu satu-satunya cara untuk menunjukkan bukti pembelian itu sahih. Resit berbeza dengan notifikasi pembayaran di mana, notifikasi transaksi selalunya datang dalam bentuk mesej ataupun di senaraikan secara ringkas di history transaksi kita. Resit online banking selalunya datang dalam bentuk pdf. yang auto generate setiap kali lepas kita buat apa-apa transaksi, tapi kena pastikan you guys tekan butang download untuk dapatkan resit tu. Kalau tak tekan butang download tu yang jadi susah nak dapatkan semula resit tu bagi mereka yang tak tahu. Bagi mereka yang tahu senang je sebenarnya. So ini tujuan post ni, I akan share di bawah macam mana nak dapatkan semua auto-generated pdf resit daripada Maybank2U jika terlepas download.

03 June 2020

PG MALL MALAYSIAN E-COMMERCE PLATFORM




Nowadays why bother to go shopping physically when you can stay safe by shopping online. Less-worry and hassle-free, all you need is a device connected to the internet and of course, some moolah stashed in your bank. LOL... In Malaysia, we have quite a number of shopping platforms where we can get almost everything and anything on the same platform and this includes PG Mall. Nope, this isn't a new shopping platform, it has been launched a couple of years back. You'll be surprised of what PG Mall has to offer. If you haven't yet to try PG Mall, now is the time, they are currently having a Love You 3,000 campaign where you can win some credit to shop there! Thinking of getting some new clothes or even furniture? Nows the time! Keep on reading to know more.

02 June 2020

REVIEW: HADA LABO+ SENSITIVE HYDRATING RANGE


I have had this range since the end of last year but only used it early this year as most of you know I have quite a lot of skincare products that I used. I didn't want to open it too early so I could extend the expiry time. Except for the cream though, I actually finished the tub before I started using the other three products. This range is one of a kind from Hada Labo as it's a very different range from the normal ranges they offer and it's packaging design also shows a lot of difference from their original style. I'm not sure if this range is limited or a permanent range as I couldn't find info's on this range in Hada Labo's official website. But I do see this range still sold in some of Malaysian's well-known beauty platforms. I just hope they don't discontinue this range because it's quite a good range and it soothes skin as promised.

01 June 2020

APA ITU EXFOLIATION? KENAPA PERLU EXFOLIATE? APA PRODUK EXFOLIATING?




Exfoliotasi? Exfoliotasion? Ini pertkataan yang selalu kita dengar dalam skincare. Kalau nak beli satu-satu produk, selalunya akan ada sebut tentang exfoliotasi in english 'exfoliation'. I mention exfoliation je la senang. Kenapa exfoliation 'highlight' yang penting dalam skincare? Kenapa ramai bagi review produk ni bagus untuk exfoliation? Apa exfoliation tu sebenarnya? Apa kesannya pada kulit kita? Dan produk apa yang perlu kita ambil untuk exfoliation ni? Ok dalam post ni I terangkan secara ringkas untuk you guys yang baru nak tahu info ni. Kalau you guys dah expert, move on and baca post lain, this one is not for you. This is like a simple beginners guide. So siapa yang nak tahu keep on reading.

31 May 2020

REVIEW: LANEIGE WATER SLEEPING MASK, WATER SLEEPING MASK LAVENDER, FIRMING SLEEPING MASK




Laneige's Water Sleeping Mask has been a favorite of many skincare addicts for years, which includes me. I have reviewed this years ago which you could read here: REVIEW: LANEIGE​ WATER SLEEPING MASK. Throughout the years, Laneige has added a few other sleeping masks to choose from which have the same purpose but have different ingredients and properties. I have tried 3 of their sleeping masks which are their Water Sleeping Mask, Water Sleeping Mask in Lavender, and also Time Freeze Sleeping Mask. I bought these in a set of 3 mini bottles so I could use and make a comparison which is the best for me. Read below to know more about these.

21 May 2020

REVIEW: NACIFIC FRESH HERB ORIGIN CLEANSING OIL JASMINE




When I started doing a bit of study on skincare for my cyst acne problems, which you can read here: CARA HILANGKAN PERTUMBUHAN JERAWAT DALAM MASA SEMINGGU. I came to know that one of the best solutions to acne treatment is using oil cleansers in your routine. Before this, I only used oil cleansers after wearing makeup as it's best to help remove those stubborn residues. I didn't quite like it using in my routine because it's oily and it doesn't create much foam as I please. LOL... But after reading on how cleansing oils are good to deep cleanse the skin and for acne treatment, this is one of the first products I stumbled upon that I thought was not bad after reading it's product details. Keep on reading to know my thoughts after finishing up the whole bottle.

19 May 2020

REVIEW: SKIN1004 MADAGASCAR CENTELLA ASIATICA 100 AMPOULE





Here's a quickie post on a highly raved skincare product from Skin1004. This is my first and only Skin1004 product that I own and I have had it for almost a year now which I'm left with about a quarter of the product left. I have made reviews on this product on my social media from time to time. So now I'm posting a review on my blog after almost a year on this product. Does it work as it claims which is able to help with inflammation? This ampoule ingredient is 100% extract of Centella Asiatica only, which after a bit of study on this ingredient, I because obsessed with the ingredients itself. Keep on reading to know more.

16 May 2020

REVIEW: NION BEAUTY OPUS EXPRESS X LINE FRIENDS LIMITED EDITION




Ever since I got my very first Opus Daily from Nion Beauty, I've been using it every day for almost 2 years now. I did a review on the Nion Opus Daily here: REVIEW: NION BEAUTY OPUS DAILY. Once you've tried this, you'll resist going back to washing your face the normal way. I've been like that ever since, so when I got another Opus Daily it made it so convenient for me as I'll put one permanently in my bathroom while the other I put in my skincare travel bag as I use it quite often too. Why am I so dependable on this beauty tool? Well keep on reading to know more.


15 May 2020

REVIEW: BREENA BEAUTY BLENDING PEARLS


I have been a loyal fan and still is of Breena Beauty's products. For makeup tools, my stash is 90% off their products which I'm proud to say. This local brand started with brushes which I was among the lucky to be able to review them at first. Moving forward they managed to come out with more makeup tools and one of the successful product is their blending pearl. Some say it's a dupe of the beauty blender which offers such an affordable price. I have never owned a beauty blender so I can't really say it's comparison but from what I know, their blending pearl definitely beats other brands that offer the same price range within theirs. I've been using their blending pearls ever since they launched their first batch, and now it has already been years and I can't remember how many times I've repurchased their pearls. So read on below to know my thoughts on them.

14 May 2020

PLAYROOM IDEA FOR YOUR TODDLER


Playroom Idea

Hey peeps, so I've shared my sons' playroom a couple of times on Instagram before and I had quite a number of people asking about it. Normal questions like where did I get this and what is that. Well, today's post is to make things easier for you all as I'll be listing down all the things in my sons' playroom so you could get it too and of course a little tour of the room too. Keep on reading if you wanna know more.

12 May 2020

REVIEW: HADA LABO PREMIUM WHITENING LOTION


Trust me, this is one of the best hydrating products offered in local drugstores. Hada Labo has been widely known for some of the best products in the industry and their Premium Whitening Lotion is one of them. Instead of Toner, Lotion is one of the options from Hada Labo. When I first had this, I was confused when I should be using this but after a bit of study, lotion works mostly like a toner but it has a thicker consistency. I used to only use this lotion after washing my face, but after I finished a bottle of this and repurchased another bottle I used it after applying toner and it works great as well. I'm still on my 2nd bottle and I'm very much satisfied with this product. Why? Keep on reading to know why.

06 May 2020

REVIEW: PIXI GLOW TONIC COLLECTION FROM PIXI BEAUTY



Pixi's Glow Tonic Range was sent to me during the right time and this collection has helped me a lot in my skin healing process fighting acne. This Glow Tonic range key ingredient is Glycolic Acid which has amazing benefits to the skin, especially for those with oily acne-prone skin. I wrote about Glycolic Acid and its benefits before. You can read it here: WHAT IS GLYCOLIC ACID AND WHAT IT DOES TO YOUR SKIN. This range consists of 4 types of products to complete a skincare regime. I'll list each product and my thoughts about it below. Keep on reading to know more.

05 May 2020

REVIEW: LANEIGE LIP SLEEPING MASK



It may be small but it's worth the investment. I used to have very bad chapped lips and applying lip balm only was no help. I procrastinated buying this for years because of the price because I felt it wasn't worth it for a small jar. But it turns out I was wrong all along, you can use one jar up to a year with everyday use. I'm still halfway through mine though. Besides its just to use on the lips which doesn't require much product anyway. It's supposed to be used only at night but I sometimes like to apply during the day too. No wonder Laneige's Lip Sleeping Mask is one of their bestselling products, you'll find that it ables to give the lips the right amount of moisture it needs. They started with the berry flavor but now they have a wide range of flavors to choose from this range. Keep on reading to know my thoughts on this product.

04 May 2020

REVIEW: L'OCCITANE IMMORTELLE RESET OIL-IN-SERUM


This has to be one of the best skincare products I've used. It's L'Ocittane bestselling serum and I understand why. Even though the price could get you a complete set of skincare from drugstore products, this serum should be worth every penny. I've actually finished up the bottle when writing this blogpost and planning to get another bottle of this soon. It's actually my first time using any  type of L'Ociatane skincare. I've heard about the brand many times before, especially for the hand creams but I've never really had the chance to try them as high-end brands are not really within my range of affordability to purchase anytime I'll want. I'll have to save up if I wanna get anything more from this brand but after trying it out once I feel like I'm a fan already. Keep on reading to know my thoughts on this bestselling product.

08 March 2020

KENAPA JADI AGEN HARTANAH?


I tergerak hati nak tulis post ni sebab sejak ramai yang nampak perubahan hidup I dekat Instagram. If you follow me on Instagram, you'll know that I sekarang berkecimpung dalam bidang hartanah. Ramai yang tanya kenapa masuk hartanah? Dulu belajar lain, lepas tu masa awal-awal kerja pun bidang lain. Then nak jadi suri-rumah, dah tak tahan jadi suri rumah, bila mula kerja balik terus tukar bidang kerja. Kenapa? Senang sangat ke nak jadi agen hartanah ni? Hehe... Jawapannya, YES! Tapi... Tapi... tak semudah itu. Nanti I cerita more on this dekat bawah, so kalau nak tahu teruskan membaca.

23 February 2020

IS HYALURONIC ACID SUITABLE WITH ACNE-PRONE SKIN? HOW HYALURONIC ACID HELPS CLEAR ACNE.


Ever since I started 10-Step Korean Skincare Routine, hyaluronic acid has been like a holy grail ingredient to help recover my acne. I've been seeing a lot of skincare products in the market promoting this ingredient. At first, I wasn't that eager to have it tried out because I didn't read much on hyaluronic acid and hearing the word acid made me thought it might be harsh on my skin, especially with this bad breakout I had. Read my post:

WHAT KOREAN 10-STEP SKINCARE ROUTINE DID TO MY SKIN AFTER 2 MONTHS


In the post above I recorded my journey from a very bad breakout where I had cystic acne to clearing all that within 2 months. This was also made possible because I used started using Hyluronic Acid in my routine after I finally took some time to read and study it. I was stunned to know that Hyaluronic Acid could help combat acne so I had to get it right away. There were so many kinds until it was hard for me to choose which one I should try using but to be safe I bought the product which many beauty bloggers have raved about. Ever since hyaluronic acid is one of the must-have ingredients in my skincare routine. Read on below to know the summary of my reading on this ingredient and how it helps skin problems with acne.


06 February 2020

APA ITU JURUSAN PENGURUSAN SENI UITM (FiTA)



Hey peeps and Assalamualaikum,
I adalah ex-student UiTM dalam jurusan Diploma in Art Managements Fakulti Teknologi Kreatif dan Artistik (TEKA) Kampus Puncak Alam. Dah lama sangat graduate sebenarnya, dah dekat 10 tahun. Tujuan I tulis post ni sebab walaupun dah lama graduate, ramai yang masih DM tanya mengenai jurusan ni. Kadang-kadang sampai tak terlarat nak jawab, mungkin sebab korang terjumpa blogpost lama-lama I masa zaman belajar dalam carian google. Waktu tu I baru buat blog, so banyak experience peribadi I tulis yang melibatkan aktiviti yang I lalui di UiTM Puncak Perdana dulu. So kalau you guys nak tahu serba sedikit mengenai jurusan Pengurusan Seni ni boleh teruskan membaca, tapi I tak pastilah kalau apa yang diajar masih sama macam waktu I belajar dulu.

05 February 2020

NAK UBAH HIDUP? KENAPA KENA BERGURU DENGAN DR AZIZAN? | PENGALAMAN SERTAI PROGRAM NUH2020


Hi dan Assalamualaikum. Post kali ni berbeza dari my usual posts sebab I'm gonna pour out my feelings and emotions on this post. This post might show a spiritual side of me, which I rarely show, but for this post I'm gonna be open about it. Sebut tentang 'Nak Ubah Hidup' memang dah lama I nak ubah hidup, I rasa macam hidup I sekarang ni lost since I don't know where I'm heading. I'm 28 this year and a mother of one, I'm a housewife which I'm not proud off. Why? Well let's say I have never seen myself as a housewife and I don't really function as a housewife too. What I'm certain after dah 2 years jadi housewife is that I cannot continue life like this? Why? Because I selalu feel demotivated with myself. I had very negative thoughts and energy which ruined my mental state, so the start of this year, I promised myself I was going to change all that and I did and I'm still trying to maintain that. But bukan senang, motivation and being consistent is hard to maintain tapi I sentiasa berdoa I boleh. Mungkin ini juga petunjuk dari Allah, wallahualam, but I feel like it's like meant to be. Keep on reading to know why.

17 January 2020

WHAT TO EXPECT IN BREASTFEEDING LONG TERM, MY EXPERIENCE | ON THE GO BREASTPUMP



I've been wanting to write this for a long time, now since my son is 2 years old I feel like it should be the right time to share my experience. I'm still trying to have him wean off which is another struggle I'm trying to solve, but that's another story for me to share later on. For now, I feel like sharing my breastfeeding journey, which I hope could be helpful to new mothers out there who have no experience. First of all, let me make it clear that I'm no professional in this field, I'm just a mother doing it's mother duty the best I can. So what I share I based on how I feel about my breastfeeding journey. Keep reading to know my story.
P/S: I'll mix this post with BM and English because my readers mostly request reading in BM and I feel that writing personal posts like this in BM should be better.

09 January 2020

HELLO 2020! NEW GOALS, NEW CAREER

Another year has come and I bet we all are being motivated to have a fresh start. I certainly am, I think I've been entertaining my moody emotions for too long already. 2019 wasn't such a great year for me but I hope 2020 is. I have strict goal plans this year and I really do hope I get to achieve them as last year I accomplished nothing. Seriously, I was unable to tick any of my goals off and it's heartbreaking. It feels like it isn't me and I took my life for granted. I used to be motivated, I had goals and dreams ever since school and I always made sure I accomplish them. Of course, there were certain changes in goals throughout the years because I kept changing my path, especially in my career.

Before I got married, my goal was to succeed in my career, I always dreamt that I'm gonna work in a big company and rise above. Well, I sorta did, just after I finished my degree, I went straight to work, I was at a fast phase back then because I didn't want to waste time, I already started applying for jobs during my final month of degree, while I was busy for my finals, I was taking interviews already. I'm kinda lucky with jobs I guess back then, the ones I applied I'll usually get called in and I get the job. So I didn't have to apply for a lot of jobs. It wasn't so hard for me to get jobs back then, I skipped 3 jobs in a year and finally settled in a company based in KL. Honestly, I avoided companies in KL because I didn't like city life, but turns out, it was the one for me. My life was pretty much taking its place there, I graduated, got engaged, married, suddenly pregnant and then I gave birth to a son.

When I became a mother my goals suddenly changed, during the phase that my son was tiny and fit perfectly held in my arms, I wanted to give my career up for this one, but still, I was indecisive. I wasn't sure and I had a hard time thinking about it but eventually, I did go back to work and it was never the same as before. Things got complicated when my routine started changing and also my body wasn't helping much too. I had to leave my son at my mums for the weekdays and pick him up on the weekends, and since I was breastfeeding too, I had engorged breast almost every day. I had to find time and space to pump and commuting to work wasn't easy too as I was depending on public transportation. It was burnout mostly and I wasn't happy to be away from my son.

My husband was also at the peak of his career back then, his time was limited and I usually end up going home alone which was more tiring. After much discussion, I gave in, my husband didn't force me to quit, but since we were trying to downsize by moving to Puncak Alam, I eventually resigned. At that time I kinda didn't have much of a choice since by working I didn't get much too with the hassle of commuting and all, so I had to sacrifice my path so that my husband could focus on his path first.

Now 2 years have passed and my mind and goals are ready for a new change. I have been 2 years as a housewife and I don't think that is the life for me. Within those 2 years, I easily got stressed and countless times having some kind of a mental breakdown. There is a big difference between working mums and a housewife for sure and each has its pros and cons since I've tasted both. Being a working mum, it's tiring having to juggle between work and home and of course it creates stress. But the difference is that you have some time away from home, and your motivations and goals are determined since there's a definite path on where your career leads you. And also at the end of the month, you earn your own money, which makes you less guilty to get anything you want.

While for being a housewife, many working mums say it's a luxury to be. Well yes, if you're husband is super-rich, of course, you'll live in luxury. If you don't have a maid and a babysitter, you're pretty much working as a maid and babysitter yourself in your own home. House chores never end, there's always much work to be done, and handling a toddler itself is already a lot of stress. Some questions about what we do all day because of the house ain't even neat and tidy. If my husband asks me that question, which he dares not ask, I'll go on full dragon mode, seriously. Ever since I started being a housewife, I started snoring at night, which my husband could see how tired I get at home. I'll usually sleep way before him because I need to wake up way before him.

Anyhow, if I'm talking about my life as a housewife it may never end in this post, so to cut things short., I'm done. DONE! Well, not completely done. LOL... I'm just done being sad, moody and demotivated. I'm ready to have a career again. Honestly, I tried to apply for work again but it's not easy, I have to think where to put my son, how to commute and also about money. But before all that, I didn't even get a call for an interview. Wow... being a house mum for 2 years and my path seems to be blocked but that's okay because I'm not still 100% sure that I could work office hours too. So my husband tried to support and opened up my mind to try working with him instead.

Both of us never wanted to work with each other before because we didn't wanna mix our personal life and career, but now we're at a spot where we should. Working with my husband gives me the freedom to adjust my schedule and of course get major help from my husband too. Don't get me wrong, I'm not hoping to depend on him 100%, I have brains and kind of a big ego too when it comes to success. I want success coming from myself. What I mean help is that, if I can't make it to an appointment, or if something happens so sudden, I have my husband to back me up because he knows how to cover. Besides, this is the only job that I don't have to sacrifice Maliq, I could still take care of him without sending him to a nursery. My husband and I only plan to send him to a nursery once he knows how to talk.

Anyways, now I started my working career, as soon as 2020 kicked in, my husband and I went fully focus. We are now both Property Agents and my husband is also my team leader which gives it some perks too because we're both on the same team to earn. So the more focus and committed we are, the more we earn, and we sure hope by this year, we are able to have savings and probably buy our own home too. My goals are to have an income every month and also get a small car for me to run around easily.  So to help me focus on this job, my mum offers to babysit Maliq on weekends so I could work and serve appointments, while on weekdays, I'll have Maliq and work from home, calling clients and set appointments. So if there's any urgent things I need to do on weekdays, I'll have my husband back me up for now. So that's our goal this year, to have teamwork in earning and also to bring up Maliq by ourselves too.

So that's it peeps! Have a great 2020. I hope you all are pumped up for this year too.